with time doing whatever it is doing at the moment, in my opinion disappearing I feel I am having to make Big Choices I just want to pour my heart here and I dont care if I dont get a response.
Since I was 19 I have lived in Glastonbury, this wonderful place is Avalon and the Heart Chakra of the world. This place has bought me through the mixer concerning relationships last year I had three. One was our dear friend Timothy I loved him deeply but not the way that I could fully, he bought me from…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on March 11, 2009 at 1:48pm —
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On tuesday I move to a new place, I am moving into Glastonbury, Into the town its self its been a years process and finally I am acheiving my goal, I am excited and at the sametime very nervous, but its still wonderful
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Added by Rostaria Orion on March 1, 2009 at 2:05pm —
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so last night I got offline after a four hour blank. Cant remember what I was doing and went to bed. I was lying in the bed with the lights off ready to go to sleep when I started having heavy heart palpatations (now I have heart problem so I am not to concerned) suddenly I felt this being sat at the end of the bed, curling up. I tried kicking it away but it wasnt hitting space and then I heard
"Mum its me minstrel" My cat!!!! My cat spoke to me. my cat astral projected and spoke to me. after be…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on January 21, 2009 at 10:30pm —
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all of my dreams last night was about her...some of them were wonderful some of them were just bizarre. for example me standing in front of her car and it suddenly starting by its self to run me over. I have twice in the last three months to try and find a replacement and I have accepted today that I cant. She is the one, We had it confirmed on my brithday and now I just dont know what to do, do I wait until she is ready or do I find a relationship but never be fullfilled. I was lying in bed las…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on January 17, 2009 at 8:45pm —
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ts so buetiful here in Mount Shasta it hasnt rained once. The sun shine in magnificent and I feel so blessed. I am staying with a friend called Juvy, he is a shaman and incredibly gifted and makes some people in Glastonbury look like beginners. Its an extremely humbling to be in his presence he treats me like a sister.
I have been here three days and have no intention of leaving for at least 3 weeks, he has kindly said I could stay. I was meant to be going to happy camp but spirit is blocking me…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on January 13, 2009 at 5:09pm —
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I have to confess I am so surprised how many little unique towns there. Little saigon which I am staying in at the moment. is a fantasticly cheap and colourful they only sad thing there is a huge amount of homeless population.
Then you go to union square and then you ended up in the "rich part" its only a block away (about a street) and then you go to mission walk and its latino town. which has the most incredible art murals colourful ones and sad one. I would post pictures but I lost my camera
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Added by Rostaria Orion on December 13, 2008 at 12:34am —
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Yes I am talking about a bus! I know, but since the 29th December, up until about an hour ago. I was sat on greyhound bus. I guess there isnt much to write about. Apart from (m) his first inital. I am not going to name him, due to issues I have had. Anyhow. I have made friends with a boy who apart from being nine years older then me, and a bit fatter, was me in the male form. I swear to the goddess above. It was kinda scary. we spoke for hours and hours on the bus. mind he started talking to me…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on December 4, 2008 at 3:01am —
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I am starting to really miss my friends and glastonbury. I miss not being able to stroll in tors shop, or having a hot chocolate from lalune. sigh never mind leave for san francisco soon
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Added by Rostaria Orion on November 27, 2008 at 5:45pm —
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Went to salem today, Paradise! I never felt so at home, everything felt some familiar to me and I also understand a certain connection with a certain somebody (not going to name who) I did a bit of spell as my financial state was concerning me- Again, I went home to find a guy saying he will put me up for two nights on the 28th I travel to sanfracisco over night so will be at the greyhound- I love spirit even when u are panicking will help u,. That means I can have something decent for tea. and…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on November 24, 2008 at 10:10pm —
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I am in boston right now, in cambridge somewhere, I am gonna go and stay at a cheap hostel I found for 3 nights $75 in total, which will give me enough for some food, if I am extremely sensible and dont eat out anywhere. Just buy bread and cheese. I kinda of when I found a hostel in cambridge didnt realise that it was in MARYLAND not MASSACHUTUES bad spelling sorry, there are Cambridges, also I discovered there was a glastonbury, I bought a weekly subway so I can explore all over boston, if I wa…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on November 23, 2008 at 1:23am —
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Well the ride was okay, no major issues apart from the plane got delayed FOR AN HOUR while we while we was on the plane. a poor little mite got ill, I sent him some love and I do understand. I was sat next to the most kindest women. She offered to let me stay at hers. I did of course.....
Food was god awful it was like eating muck.
I got to watch some good movies. Hancock was funny and fasinating at the same time.
Got Newark @ midnight, five oclock for everyone else. got off the plane got onto t…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on November 20, 2008 at 3:51pm —
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Yesterday had to one of the most embarrasing and disastorious book launches ever, only five people came. Including me and tim. Tor and a lovely america lady that is staying with us. It felt forced and horrible, I have something planned for Dance Of Death
This is a clear picture of an…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on November 9, 2008 at 10:25pm —
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Tomorrow I will be doing my OFFICAL book launch I am so nervous, I am starting to think I am crazy. I mean I know this book is important and everything but I mean such short notice okay its not such short notice its just gone so fast I guess.
I have balloons, streamers, wine, coke, apple juice, There is something missing! Oh books, I only have 11 books.......
Okay I am panicking and I know there is simply no need for it!
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Added by Rostaria Orion on November 7, 2008 at 7:41pm —
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I wrote this poem
The drum beat is calling,
The broken heart is wailing,
You look to the east,
You see the roaring beast.
Avalon is calling,
The Tor is falling,
The star child is in the town.
Do you know your destiny?
Time dances on among the four pointed star,
Avalon heart is where you are,
For a moment the shadows feel safe,
Down the hallowed heart’s deep place,
Star child dances on the moon
Ever so late,
Ever so soon,
Destiny in her heart,
Today love comes her way
You shall know he…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on October 11, 2008 at 10:53pm —
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Lucy is this girl that has been visiting me I feel I need to write this letter and I know in some way it will get to her I am just going to let it flow and see where it goes i might surprise myself/b>
Dear Lucy,
When I was eleven years old, I was drawn to book on the shelve. It was flimsy book. It was only about 45 pages long, but it was about the USA. Now being the person that I am now. I understand why I was drawn to that book. I was gripped even then that I was to go to America. I didn…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on September 24, 2008 at 8:49pm —
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Last night I channelled Enoch,
Enoch, the son of Jared, a great-grandfather of Noah, and father of Methuselah (Genesis 5:1-18).[1] It is stated in numerous Jewish, early Christian, and mediaeval Muslim sources, that he was taken away by God because he was a good man, thus avoiding death at the age of 365, and according to a few Kabbalistic sources, became known as the angel Metatron. He is also identified as the apostle Idris (Arabic: إدريس ). The only recorded words of Enoch surviving in the Eu…
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Added by Rostaria Orion on September 23, 2008 at 11:58am —
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