Michael's Blog (6)

Could it be Karma or maybe just a sense of getting a clearer picture of life due to be being awakened,just recently i have had things going for me in a positive way so to speak i feel a better person who has a feeling that he has things sussed for a more content peaceful life,and i am really having things go my way for once,i am not sure if it is good judgement or just plain good luck. In the past i have had many problems and truthfully a bit of a rough ride,some truthfully was my own fault,but… Continue

Decided to take a break from reading so much,finding it hard to take in so much information in such a short time,been struggling with a lot at the moment,especially with trying to get my head around it all,i think my desire for answers is so strong it is pushing me into trying to study and understand multiple paths,i am very drawn to the Bhagavad-Gita at the moment fascinating book,it seems to me the Hari Krishna faith has all the answers,especially the lifestyle,funny how many people laugh abou… Continue

Why are we different,mmmm lot of people ask this question,i think we are that the answer is within us,are we prophets,are we here to tell people what we believe is the truth is if it becomes truth then we are Prophets,are we here to make a foundation for the truth are we just digging the footings,we all look at the world in different perspectives but at the end of the day we all know we are here for a reason beyond normal everyday life,from early man,most important thing was survival,food and sh… Continue

Had a really relaxing day today,spent an afternoon meditating,lit some incense,got comfy and just let my mind relax,no thoughts or agenda,i just followed the flow,found myself going forward up a road as if in a car with no window or anything blocking my view,either side of the road was like a forest of tall monuments like obelesks or porta loos but they was in their millions,it was like travelling across a hairbrush that had a road cut through it,all the while i felt that a wingedhorse was flyin… Continue

Today while trying to explain my thoughts to a friend,i was asked the question,do i believe i am some kind of God then or some kind of prophet,this took me a little by surprise,for a moment i reflected on this,an answered,no,and felt that what i was trying to explain was above his intellect,not saying i was more intelligent than him,probably because i was not explaining myself properly.This question made me think about what i am trying to understand and what it means to all religion,was Jesus ju… Continue

This afternoon i had a feeling of what you might call an anxiety attack,for no reason i felt in a panic,thinking about what might wait ahead,it just started out of the blue,just lately i have a been really engrossed about trying to find answers and learn more,maybe my mind was in overload i dont know,it did not last long,but after a short while i felt really really calm,and i mean calm,i have never felt a sudden change in emotions like this before,it was a really up and then really down emotion,… Continue