hi
peace from canada.
after much spiritual journeying through many years of watchin youtube videos on various spiritual metaphysical quantum physics archiac consciousness expansion methods by plants made by the light at the end of the universe anyways. since 2003 was the first time i noticed the change in the world.i had a what some people call" spiritual emergency" or docs call "psychosis" i had a deep mystical exeperience amongst lots of crazy visions and paranoia. im convinced our who psych system is a joke. we dont understasnd half the things people experience internally.and after reading shamanism and stuff after gettin better. for many years they had me highly medicated now im on a low dose of meds and better. but now i feel im gettin more in tune with things. lately ive noticed like colours gettin brighter like things just changing its gonna sound strange but i feel like how my brain is processing reality is changing. reading th news alot lately lots of weird things happening. riots chaos floods other weather things. the constant trend of fathers killing there kids and there wife then themselves thats happening lately thats in the paper that is happening over and over. i feel now that the society as we know it today. is a total fraud. hollywood in a way like the fraud. its like a false reality. i call it a virtual reality. tv is like a drug in a way. you sid and zone out reality and watch manufactured reality. between enticing ads that tell you you need to buy this. i hope for a future where life means more than shopping and fashion and pop culture and celeb god worship like .
ive been doing lots of dreaming journeying lately and having profound trips in my dreams to various places. a few times i been to this place in my dreams. where the beings are all of pure light . so bright in the middle when you look at it you have to squint cusae its overwhelming.
when i had my breakdown experince visionary trip. for a bit i saw nature break down and it seemed almost like a machien to me . i saw all its patterns. for a bit even time stopped minutes seemed like hours.
anyways.
after reading a bunch of terence mckenna. and having had a few psychedelic experinces not many . other than cannabis and lsd a few times n shrooms once and salvia a bunch. and then my trip on no drugs which ws stronger than anythign else full of imagery took me 4 years to get throguh .
they wanted to cut into my brain i wouldnt sign the paper. this shit still happens you know.
bigoted doctors
see im a special kind of person
see tehre are men and woman
and im both
you see genetically . im xxy
so im an anomoly also im borderline albino
and have no pigment in my skin
i have a high intellect with ideas and philosophy but numbers is not my thing
i consider myself to be an open minded free thinking spiritual loving person. yet i seem to get treated badly in society for being that. our society is sick at its core. the whole system hierchy
we as humans can be so much more . life is suppsoe to be so much more
god .. and i hate that term anyways
buit i do not think the universe invented life so we can fight over paper and plastic material things
if the world was right god could provide for all
if the gov was proper and not capitliast and more about the people
and less about money
and that pyramid hiercy of the all seeing eye sysyem
that makes everyone fight each otehr to get to the top when in reality there is no top.
"please excuse my grammatical errrors due to my spiritual emergency and stuff i found my writting skills in some ways have deteroiated;"
but its what im saying that mattesr not what format i spell them out in right?
i think we are lucky to be alive in this time. for its a time of great change. a new century a new way.
the children of the light i feel are here the true prophets of sorts the true visionaries . beyond words and language the kind of spirituality that is intennal and external and isnt about rules or dumb rituals or indoctrination or memorizing myths
there is a litlte truth in all religions but most are bullshit in a way
all authetntic religiion is a crime.
every spiritual inducing plant etc is a crime . well unless your native. but if your white you cant use them its funny in a free society.
i hope for a day when we are one world . one race the human race
no more white black arab hindi indian
just human beings one planet
planet earth no fences no military prison complexes
and fascist states
mind control zombie cattle
gears in a machine
spread the love
heres for all the dead that died needsley over the years for no reason other than greed n power n money
let us the children take back the world
i think with the net if all the people of teh world united in a way
we could start a new revolution in a way
a social revoluition
thoughts are powerful
you get enough ideas out all over
and it catches on
its like a disease
words are like a weapon
plant them they will grow
peace from canada
hippi
http://psych23ca.devianart.com
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