A path to self discovery.

[Amy Heaney]

Of late, I've been on a long and winding road that has been confusing, my temper (that is usually very calm) has flared quite often, I've been tutored by those with good intentions, and have lead me to a new path.

I've talked to quite a lot of people about similar and yet different topics. I've not realised what I truly am. I am an Angel Incarnate, although they are rare, I have many reasons for knowing this to be true. The first is that I feel it in my heart. The angels are looking down on me now that I have realised the truth and they are singing and smiling down at me - I was right when I did my first angel guide meditation and realised that all the angels I was with knew me on a more personal note than they do humans - they recognised me.

I've asked the angels before now - namely Archangel Michael - if I have been an angel before, and he said yes. My guardian Angel also said to me in my first guardian angel meditation "I wish you still had wings" as if he missed them, speaking as though I'd been gone a long time from his realm. He also said that I could use his wings until mine were back. An angels wings are only ready for use after they reach their level of maturity and strength, of late I've felt what feels like wings on my back. When I've angered I've felt them flapping as if trying to warn off foes and when I've been sad I've felt them droop slightly and add to my burden.

However, you don't need to be an Angel Incarnate to have angel wings. Angel Incarnates are very rare (understandably). They are not meant to live long on earth, which is quite convinient because a psychic never saw me live past my teens, and I have saw my death twice now, once in 2012 and one when I am 26-28 years old (I'm going on how old I look). I've never saw myself past 30 years of age. Angels Incarnated usually die in childhood but reach adulthood only if they have a specific purpose/mission assigned to them.

There are many reasons why I believe my new identity, and no one can take that away from me now. I feel it in my heart and my very soul to be true. That, is where I belong. The first time I saw the Realm of the Angels I missed it, I wanted to be back home but I never understood why, now I do.