Where indigo, crystal and rainbow children can feel as one
deciding my path
with time doing whatever it is doing at the moment, in my opinion disappearing I feel I am having to make Big Choices I just want to pour my heart here and I dont care if I dont get a response.
Since I was 19 I have lived in Glastonbury, this wonderful place is Avalon and the Heart Chakra of the world. This place has bought me through the mixer concerning relationships last year I had three. One was our dear friend Timothy I loved him deeply but not the way that I could fully, he bought me from the depths of hell and if it wasnt for him I wouldnt be writing this email right now. He has protected me guided me and made me the person that I am, he has released me into the wild now and I have to fend for myself lol. He is my best friend.
Then there was M, I wont say her name, she was incredibly private and insecure, she was allways worried about what people would think and this caused her to take it out on me, she was incredibly possesive and tried to change me. I gave willingly until I meet A, A helped me to see what M was doing and that I needed to break free of this nightmare, I did and Me and A went out. Now I dont know whether A loved me or not, she certainly had a massive effect of me, which I now have broken free of, the reason why I am writing about this is because I am looking my future
As most of you know I am self published Author, who is writing. books are a very important facter in my life. i am always reading and gaining sources of knowlegde and want to open a book shop that will help people escape, but I also want a new relationship. Its been 8 months since I was last involved with anyone and I want to open my heart to someone. the question is do I focus on the shop or my relationship, I get a little voice in my head that says why cant u weave the two but I dont know anyway.
I am now settling in to Glastonbury, I find it a place of many people whos heart is open and expanding but there is also those taht have closed there hearts too
You can tell its the full moon......
Since I was 19 I have lived in Glastonbury, this wonderful place is Avalon and the Heart Chakra of the world. This place has bought me through the mixer concerning relationships last year I had three. One was our dear friend Timothy I loved him deeply but not the way that I could fully, he bought me from the depths of hell and if it wasnt for him I wouldnt be writing this email right now. He has protected me guided me and made me the person that I am, he has released me into the wild now and I have to fend for myself lol. He is my best friend.
Then there was M, I wont say her name, she was incredibly private and insecure, she was allways worried about what people would think and this caused her to take it out on me, she was incredibly possesive and tried to change me. I gave willingly until I meet A, A helped me to see what M was doing and that I needed to break free of this nightmare, I did and Me and A went out. Now I dont know whether A loved me or not, she certainly had a massive effect of me, which I now have broken free of, the reason why I am writing about this is because I am looking my future
As most of you know I am self published Author, who is writing. books are a very important facter in my life. i am always reading and gaining sources of knowlegde and want to open a book shop that will help people escape, but I also want a new relationship. Its been 8 months since I was last involved with anyone and I want to open my heart to someone. the question is do I focus on the shop or my relationship, I get a little voice in my head that says why cant u weave the two but I dont know anyway.
I am now settling in to Glastonbury, I find it a place of many people whos heart is open and expanding but there is also those taht have closed there hearts too
You can tell its the full moon......
Add a Comment
-
Comment by Tor on April 1, 2009 at 2:04pm - peace and love sis*star.... xxxx
-
Comment by rainbow girl on March 30, 2009 at 11:38am - Thank you for the friend add :-) I think there is love and someone out there for everyone...you just never know when it is going to happen! xx
-
Comment by Pathwalker444 on March 13, 2009 at 8:44am - Thankyou Ros, sometimes when you seek love it doesnt come. When you are not looking, it creeps up on you lol. You do have the strength now to cope with life, and you are an author and shop owner, you have so much, you will do well. Remember the words about love from Desiderata. ''.....niether be synical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perrenial as the grass.''
About
BOOKS
www.greenreiki.org
Earth Angel Conicals - www.lulu.com/content/2690890
Green Reiki inspiration the site about the book and other inspirational topicswww.greenreiki.org
CURRENT MOON
Birthdays
Birthdays Today
© 2009 Created by Rostaria Orion on Ning. Create Your Own Social Network
You need to be a member of Children of The Light Council to add comments!
Join this social network