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My Spiritual Journey, Part 1.

Early years - 2 - 15 years old.

It started as young as 2 or 3 years old. It was nothing out of the ordinary, I saw spirits. My favourite was my friend for a long time - until she passed on. Her name was Sally, a Victorian little girl. I got angry one night and told her to go away, I never saw her again. During my time with Sally I had my first Out of Body Experience, I was about 5-8 years old. Sally help my hand and I literally slipped out of my body and could see my body from above. We pretended I was a slide that night like the ones in the park, we played with Sally's friends.

At this point, I could see, hear and talk to spirits.

I've been able to heal with my hands since I was around 5 years old. I healed myself and my sister (who is 1 year older than me) numerous times.

Just before and during puberty I was given the skill of being able to control the weather. More so rain and wind. I find it near impossible to control the sun, so I don't try. This is a skill that has never left me. I can move the clouds, if I try to make it snow it sleets so I'm not quite there yet lol. However I can change the rain from light drops to heavy, the winds from fast to slow, and visa versa.

When I reached puberty around 11/12 years old I found out that I was an empath and a telepath - the hard way. I could hear voices in my head whenever I was surrounded by people, I would feel the same as the person next to me or absorb all of their negative emotions. I became what can only be described as an emotional sponge, I didn't know how to control it and I suffered from bad headaches due to this and the voices. I finally researched it and the descriptions for empathy and telepathy fitted me down to a T. One problem - I didn't want them. Around the same time I got pissed off at the boyfriend I had at the time, there was a lorry in my way on the path - right across it - and to go around it I'd have to go onto the road which was not safe. There was no driver in the lorry what so ever, I wished it would move backwards and it did, just enough to move out of my way. I can use telekinesis when I have strong emotions but rarely use it.

I prayed to the Archangel Michael (originally trying to reach Gabriel - we'd been in contact for a couple of weeks by this time). This was my second time talking to AA Michael and I asked him desperately to take away my gifts. He told me something and said I wouldn't remember what it was he said when I came out of meditation (and I didn't! lol). I woke from meditation and my gifts were gone. I heard no voices, felt no ones emotions, moved no objects, saw no spirits.

During the 5 years I spent 'out' of the spirit world I felt a very very strong pull to it, however I didn't want to go back. During this time I tried for a more down to earth type of spirituality, such as Wicca. I cast my circle one night with runes, herbs and crystals, as I always did. I called upon my Goddess - Hecate. I love this Goddess with my heart as she guided me and showed that she was my goddess. She wanted me as a student/worshiper. She wanted to teach me the ways of the Craft. That night, I called upon her and then something happened. My circle broke. I was now having a psychic attack by a woman of fire. I could only see her eye, that's all she would allow me to see. Hecate was there for me and was determined that I must fight it off as best as I could, and I tried but as soon as I was about to faint Hecate jumped in and banished the person or spirit. This was not a set up on behalf of Hecate, I fear that if she was not there I would be injured in some way.