My Spiritual Journey, Part 2.

[Amy Heaney]

Recent times - 18 years old.

Having had my gifts taken away, I had no idea how to get them back and I was scared to meditate.

When I finally did my first meditation it was in search for my Angel Guide/Guardian Angel who I found is called Alexander. I talked to him for a few nights and he persuaded me to talk to the Archangels once more. I, as always, wanted to talk to Gabriel, who was, once again, busy.

I joined numerous forums to do with spirituality and found one of interest. One day Rostriana gave me a tarot reading which was in reference to my gifts (question was along the lines of 'will they/ when will they come back'). I got an answer and the answer was that I needed to believe that they where back, because they never went. My gifts were never taken away from me.

From there I practiced seeing spirits more, reading the odd part of peoples minds (though not enough to invade their privacy, just reading little whims they had or passing thoughts), and also getting used to feeling others emotions again and feeling how different they where to my own.

My gifts progressed, I now had Claircognizance (knowing), Clairalience (smelling) and Clairgustance (tasting). Claircognizance was the strongest of the three and is now one of my most powerful gifts.

I learned the ways of energy, I learnt not only how to see it because I could already do that, but how to use it and wield it. I've always been able to heal with my hands, not by touching but by using energy into the persons body and doing what I do there. However, I had a thirst to learn how to do more.

I eventually learnt by myself how to bend objects by bending the energy they were made of - a skill in which I am very proud of. My boyfriend has seen me do this skill, however I can only do it on a limited amount of objects due to different textures (I'm not familiar with them yet).

I learnt briefly about the Chakras and how this could promote my energy flow. It did indeed help me, it helped to balance me, I was less tierd, energy was easier and faster to access. My third eye Chakra continues to burn and grow.

I met some people, then got interested in Astral projection. I successfully achieved this first time around. I had had one previous experience with it, when I was younger and still new to my skills. However the Astral Guardian ushered me out because there was too many dangerous foes in there at the time - I would have been attacked.

I took a keen liking to the Astral Realms in which I will tell you in another blog post.

All my life I've had visions that have come true, however now I was getting them while channelling a spirit, guide or angel. The Archangel Uriel fast became my favoriate to channel. I can now tell the difference in energy between different types of spirits. I can now see peoples auras. I can also sense peoples gifts and tell them how advanced each one is - the only problem is knowing the names to each skill. I think this is a cross between the "clear-knowing" and knowing how to work energy, it's very handy to know these things and would recommend anyone else try to do the same.

I've never learnt with any books - I think reading about it is a waste of money. I'm self-taught with a few friends who have corrected me along the way, and so far, I've not gone far wrong.

The only problem is "is this imagination or is this real?", the question is, do you believe it's real? If you do then it is. I had this problem with Astral projection. When I was in astral I soon learnt that I could do whatever I believed I could do in there.